This deafening silence says it all.

This deafening silence says it all.
No texts not even a simple call.
Days have passed since we have talked.
No more butthole, no more punk.

No more late night endless chat.
Been awhile since I've felt like that.
Have those feelings lifted high.
Have them crashing like a kite.

Have my heart skip a beat.
Have a tear land at my feet.
Shared the joy of my first flight.
Held you in my arms into the night.

See you sleeping by my side.
Thinking, "Wow, What a lucky guy."
In your eyes I might not have been.
The cutest guy you have ever seen.

Some say that beauty is skin deep.
While in my heart my feelings beat.
Was my heart not good enough?
Do my words cause a good laugh?

Was it worth it, some would say.
To fly off into some unknown place.
Another day, another night.
I close my eyes and slowly sigh.

Memories, memories in my mind.
Wishing I could turn back time.
In those night as I lay to sleep.
Phone in hand I wish to speak.