I was taken by the storm
but i felt no pain?
lost in the midst of feeling.
standing still.
i have everything...
i could have lost it all,
and i would have.
how beautiful life is
yet how terrible it can be.
but still...
the tears that stain my face
do not give me reason,
they do not help me see
but rather fog my vision.
have i become so out of touch?
with my head in the clouds
and my heart in a knot.
so tangled up.
binded by the one thing,
the one being that lifts my soul.
the one thing
that could completely destroy me.
would i feel something then?
it scares me to death sometimes.
too much time that moves achingly slow.
stuck in the meantime;
just stuck.