I know i repeat myself time and again,
but that part of me is still with me.
i cant even pretend.
just want the thoughts to end;
because thats all i ever think about.
the memories when i would bend,
the truth.
i thought i had something to prove
it was my deepest fear,
your lovin i could lose.
well Ive lost it,
and i cant get over you.
feels like i ripped out my own heart,
and tore it into two.
how could i do that to you?
now I'm thinking back,
but I'm not going back.
trying to let it all go,
my hearts on constant attack.
i try to think about it,
the thoughts just eat me alive.
but i cant see, totally
really look in my eyes.
i hold so much inside
just need to finally be free.
theres passion in my heart and it burns eternally.
i cant see it, i can feel it
i can sense it in the air.
i am grateful for everything
you're in my heart indefinitely.
our love was truly rare.
but its just not fair.
id sacrifice, give anything.
never say i didn't care.
