So many times I ask to God
To take all the pain away
To stop the agony and just end my never ending tears
Just so I'm able to breathe again
Just so I can smile and laugh again
But He never did take it all away
And if He did, He will return it all over again
So I think He is a cruel undefined object up in the sky
Somewhere that could never be reviled.
Time goes by and days turn into months
He showed me that that huge pain I felt is something He wouldnt dare to take
Because it is my life
Because it is the only reason I got to hold on
Because it is the only thing I love
Because it is the reason why I am today
Because without it I'd die
Because if He took it away from me
Because if He made it vanished from my life
He knew I would blame Him
He knew I would be lifeless
He knew I would hate Him
He knew I will try a thousand way to make it return
He knew I needed that pain the most
He knew that that pain is my life
He knew that that pain is my spark
He knew that that pain is LOVE
He knew that I love you
