Blurry vision, mislead emotions, unexplainable pain... hearts pounding, ears are ringing... and rage pouring in my veins.... nothing helps me nothing takes me away... please god, take me and fly away. rushes of anger overwhelm me, reminiscing on sins to dwell upon... left or right which ever i choose is normally wrong. dreams are a perpetual reminder of what i don't have... unbearable pain is the reminder of what i do have...imaging coming home thinking its all good I'm doing swell, shadow over my house, twist the knob to get a dose of hell... shes crying, shes hoping and hes falling apart... bible reads as you sew so shall you reap, i don't think is applies to me... been screwed from the start.
