We were together forever
We were sisters, we were cousins, lovers
Thats what we told everyone
My best friend and other half
I told you everything and you got me through the days
I knew I would always have you there by my side
At any time of day, middle of the day or middle of the night
I could talk to you about everything
Because we related so well
We had both gone through hard times
Depression, cutting, suicide.
Everything
We were getting through it together
But then she met him
Her one and only love
Nothing else matters
And he is the only one who keep you alive
So where does that put me?
Where does that put us?
I don't matter anymore
Tossed aside like a used tissue
Yet I still need her, and yet I can't have her
Everything starts unraveling
Slowly I stop caring
Loosing all hope in ever having a future
I have no one to listen to me
No one to care.
The pain still hurts
I can see she's moved on
I just wish i could too
She doesn't need me
But I need her
I cry daily at the memories
I know she's happy
And I should be too
I should have known this would happen.
Because like she told me
Nothing lasts forever.
