Last Breath

Aching and longing
Growing inside
A fatal decision
I can no longer hide

Screaming to let out
All my pain within
Insanity taking over
Punishment for my sins

Wanting to cut
Let go of it all
Being told by many
Im not wanted anymore

Being heartless and vein
Is all I was taught
Cutting away memories
And things I have thought

Wishing for death
Longing for pain
Its all that I get
Once my floors are blood stained

Im useless to me
Am I useless to you
Is there any meaning
Or reason for what I do

I want to go hectic
Tear me to shreds
Rip all my veins
Till im nearly dead

Can't take it no more
I want to go deep
One final cut
Till my long endless sleep

The last thing I see
Are her beautiful eyes
"Im so sorry my sweetheart"
With my last breath I die.