Scrambling for the words to say
to make you even look my way
searching for your beautiful eyes
if only you could hear my cries
the cries of wanting in my soul
to be with you would make me whole
i would soar into the deep blue sky
to never again say goodbye
to sit across the room from you
hoping you want what i want to
to hold me close into the night
to turn my dark world in to light
thinking it over and over again
how to tell you i don't know how to begin
to tell you about how i feel deep in my heart
to tell you never again do i want us to be apart
to be able to kiss your lips so softly and slow
if only i could tell you then you would know
i tell you it is alot harder then it sounds
with my heart beating pound after pound
my breath halts with a gasp
my composure i try to grasp
trying to keep my secret hid
but it gets harder and harder to keep on the lid
will i ever tell you we will never know
will i keep trying i most certainly think so
i will try to get over this fear
so that day will finally be here
so we can finally live as one
so that all the secrets will be undone
to live a life of love, joy, and hope
with that i could definitely cope
