I'm drowning in my tears,
Because of life and all my fears.
All this time I've been trying to find myself
But the truest thing was my friends, and the greatest wealth.
A couple of years, I've just been holding on to what I knew wouldn't last,
Now I'm breaking down, losing control, my faith is fading so very fast.
What have I done, who have I become
Now I'm losing it all, for what I've been holding onto.
Get down on my knees, watch the blood stream from my writs
Oh forgive me please, as I sit here in pain clenching my fists.
All this time, people have only taken it away from me,
My faith, my hope, my dignity.
And now in return their pity.
I miss when we were younger,
The years have gone fleeting, like clouds through the sky.
But I'm in pain pleating, that I won't fall; but learn to fly.
The memories, they're following me like shadows,
Walking down memory lane,
can often put some people in pain.
I try to learn to refrain
From all this anger.
But lately I can't help but suffer the feeling of disbelief
I need to know I can trust someone in order to find relief.
