I lost to a Friend

Without my heart knowing
I lost to a friend call Zan
Without she knowing
I stole the heart of Zan

She would not see me
She would not talk to me
She would not show up
Even after I give up

I dont no whether its love
or true friendship
And I guess she too not in love
probably want a friend to keep

What worries me the most
That I may not see her forever
But she fear most
Is can live knowing me forever

My heart cries sometimes
Thinking of her
But most times
Happy for her

Where ever she is
Whatever she is doing
A little thought iof me
Will always freshen her day

By Machoman