Dear God, please tell me what to do
My heart is freaking out like a tragedy came through
Love is my greatest fear, the one thing that sends me shaking
Yet it is also my greatest weakness, happiness I am often found faking
This one makes me laugh, that one makes me smile
The one over there makes me cry, but then makes me feel better after awhile
I can not do this, there is simply no way
I will remain alone forever if I may
Because this is all too much, my heart is breaking along with theirs
I have been hurt so much I do nott know what I want, but no one really cares
I am significantly screwed up and that is what I need to tell him
But his heart will still break if I am not with him
I care about him intensely and he cares for me as well
But I do not want anything to be ruined or changed, so I do not know what things I should tell
I want to know him for the rest of my life, until the end of forever and long after then
But I do nott think he will wait forever and then I am afraid again
I need him in my life because he is the one that keeps me sane
I do not want to hurt him, and I want our friendship to stay the same
