Thats an awesome poem, tells and explains a lot. but ya ko, if u ever feel like doin that you should just really try to do something, talk to another friend, a family member, and yes it may not be too easy but it would help A LOT, believe me i was in that situation. i felt like dying. I hated my life, i still kinda do. but with all my problems i just had to work it all through. even though you dont kno me, i'd be willin to help ya out... if u ever need some1 to talk to cause ya cant tell ne 1 else, i'm here..... Luv Always... Amanda