Done with what we've lost

Don't inflate your ego with thoughts that i
still think and dream about you at night.
because they're nothing more than unwanted dreams
that haunt my thoughts, and maybe i might
just rather not sleep. for then i won't have you on my mind,
corrupting my actions and making me fret
about how you thoroughly destroyed the loving heart i once had,
making it damn near impossible to get close to anyone i've met.
you may have shown me love and a world i'd never known,
but it wasn't worth the price. no, you weren't worth it at all.
all those nights that i wasted crying over you;
the days i sat waiting for you just to call;
the letters that have still gone unanswered;
i'm still half-heartedly waiting for a reply
so I can throw everything back in your face;
call you out on every single lie.