A crush on you began with adorable you
Your cartoons
Very familiar and something in common
But that's not when I noticed
For anyone can care about another with just that
I believe it began when you spoke the words
Saying your liking of girls with long skirts
You then elaborated my feelings further
I mean anyone could easily dismiss that comment
So the next thing you touched me with was...
Pictures of me in your phone
Yet that also can be something taken/thought of as odd
or funny photo
Then your skin accidentally touching mine during the conference
But that was just as it was an accident
Well, what might have truly caught me & with all the former actions you have planted...
consciously or unconsciously
Your hand touched my leg while you were sleeping and I was resting my eyes.
Now it's getting hard to dispose of these thoughts
I looked at you closely
Thoughts of you crossing my mind
Yet unknown to me is how to go about it all
I yearn for you as I yearn for a boyfriend
How to be friends with someone I feel this much for?
Most importantly do you feel the same for me?
And the bonus of it all was that...
You decided and gave your whole self to Christ Jesus
A person that I yearn for the most
A person, a being that I want so much to die and be with
I want Him more than any feelings toward anyone
I would rather die for Him
Than go through this life
With these feelings that always are in the way
