If Only.....

Gazing up high...
i see your face
i sigh...
a tear runs down my face,
wanting and longing with you to be
If only....you could see,
how much u mean to me,
If only ..i could touch your smiling face
and feel the warmth of your embrace,
If only...u could feel my heart beat ,
when ever you are near,
although saying all this brings me fear,
as losing you is the reason for that tear,
If only ...life was easier and free
for with you i would want to flee,
walking side by side , hand in hand
gazing into your eyes..i would travel miles
but i sit here thinking maybe one day ,
if only he could realize ..if only one day..
no longer no what to do ..you know how i feel about you ..If only these feelings were returned...if only ......