Paralyzed.

Have you ever been so depressed it seemed like you were glued to your bed? Have you ever watched one of your best friends lying paralyzed in a starch white hospital bed hugging the teddy bear you gave her once so many years ago? Has your boyfriend of 6 months ever called you and told you he was moving to FL 3 states away in a short 4 hours? Has your father ever left you and told you he hated you? Have you ever cut so bad you passed out from all the blood? Have ever cried yourself to sleep for 4 months straight? Have you ever been so scared that your arms started to bleed from you gripping them so hard? Have you ever run for so long that your knees fell from underneath you because you were just trying to get away from everything bad in your life? Have you ever been sent away because your mom thought you were insane and because you tried to commit suicide? I'm sure you said no to all these questions. But if you ever wondered what it was like to live like me, pretend you said yes to all these.