I Still Care

I'm sitting here wondering, if things will ever be the same.
Will i always get that feeling, whenever i hear your name?
I don't know what to do, I've made things such a mess,
Maybe i should have kept quiet, i should never have confessed.

But things were tough, and i didn't know what else to do.
I guess the mistake i made, was falling for you.
Why did I ruin things, why did i stop being your friend?
I know i had my reasons, but it didn't turn out right in the end.

I don't know what to do, can't you just listen to what I say?
I've tried to talk to you, but you just turn the other way.
I know I ruined things, but you caused me pain,
So I tried my best to do the same.

But I didn't know it would be so hard, to see you around.
Not being able to talk to you, not making a sound.
Seeing you now, it's hard on me,
Why can't we go back, to how things used to be?

I know I made a mistake, I should have kept things inside,
But you hurt me too much, for me to just hide.
I just want you to know, that if you want me, I'll be there,
I just want you to know, that I still care.

.not too good, idk just trying to get out what I'm feeling, don't make sense :/