Stop and Go

You make me so happy,
You're perfect in every way.
You make loving me sound sappy.
With words you don't know you say.

From the start
You've had my heart.
Yet now its at a stop and go part.

"I think i love you"
"Same here"
"Well with that...I love you too"
yet my feelings seem not to be what they appear.

I'm attached.
Unfortunately.
I'm drowning.
Very slowly.

I know you're perfect.
Yes, i knew.
I know you're becoming everything.
All i don't know is what to do.

You're paining me,
With ever ex on your chart.
You hurting me,
You're tearing me apart.

With out notice you hurt me without pause.
With out knowledge even thou you're the cause.

I've fallen in love you see...
And even thou now i know you love me...

My heart is at a stop and go...
And I'm bearing scares for show.
Don't you know?
How could you stay?
When ever voice screaming at you was go.

I want him...
I want him so bad...
I need him.
Yet i hang up on him,
For he makes me so mad.

I long for his touch
And i dream nightly of his kiss.
for tonight he is atop my wish list.

Tomorrow or even the next second
he will be on the edge of goodbye...
And I'm sitting here wondering why...

(for the new guy... I love you...)