Your The Illness In My Head

This isn't the end
of what we started

Lets shift back time
and start again.

back tracking on all our years together
I saw us forever
i guess that Has faded

I still need you here,
To hold me tight
to scare away my fear.

I'm missing you like crazy
Its really amazing,
how you got my so strung

Just must be your smile
Your eyes
Your beauty, that has done

all of this,
the pain,
inside of me dwelling like a boiling Calderon

This isn't beauty, its desprality,
I just called for love,
when all i got was lies, and deceit.

This is like a battlefield,
Shooting people, Dead.

So much for a Friends,
you got me, Right through the head,

But thank you for letting me see,
i realized were not meant to be,

U were just a Thing, a moment
and now its nothing.

But theres still that though in the back of my head
Why did she shoot me, dead?

We could've been something,
Something good,
Oh well its over,
i just with we should

Give it another go
or is that just my illness
messing with my heart,

But all this time,
You have been my illness
Tearing me apart.