Last good bye

This is my last good bye
on this crappy day i die
The blood gets redder
as the cuts on my wrists get deeper
The room starts spinning and it gets colder
i never wanted to say this
but this is my last good bye
this is the last time Ill have to cry
The walls cave in
as my vision gets blurry
This crap is making me worry
i look down and see the puddle of blood
maybe they'd bury me in the mud
the mud created my all my tears shed
holy crap my whole hands turned red
I think this time i went to far
just remember me where ever you are
Please don't forget me
I'm sorry this came to be
The cuts to deep and I'm out of time
I don even know how to make this poem rhyme
The worlds getting black
i lay down on my back
this is my last good by