I was planning on leaving today
Like always I couldn't find the strength to turn & walk away,
So many things were running through my head,
Like the people I loved and what they had said,
I thought I was doing what was best for me,
But I thought about it & it wouldnt make anyone happy,
I didnt want anyone to be in tears,
That is one of my biggest fears,
But everything is getting to tough,
This road Im on is getting really rough,
Ive always hid my feelings from sight,
People would tell me that what I was doing just wasnt right,
And that I had to keep my head up high,
But it seems like in my life there is so many good-byes,
I dont know whats fake or real,
I dont know how I really feel,
I dont understand right from wrong,
Ive been holding on for so long,
Im getting tired and weak,
Im slowly losing control of everything.
And this is why I was planning on leaving today,
But like usual I couldnt find the strength to turn and walk away.
