Being inside of her?!!!?

Being inside of her?!!!?

I want to be so deep inside of her
So f^ck!ng deep
That I couldn't tell the difference between us
Despite the physical; her p^$sy is my p^$sy

I want to be so deep inside of her
That I am the very clothing she wears
To her shirt, down to her g@dd@mn panties - she wears me
And doesn't feel comfortable unless I'm against her skin
Covering her
Smothering her
Protecting her

I want to be so deep inside of her
Her every thought is my childhood play pin
My whole existence is encompassed in her mind
All the nasty
Horrific and terrifying things in her life
I've swept away...... Like an illusion

I want to be so deep inside of her
That I can make her feel every untellable emotional ecstasy
And when I touch her the depth of love & contact cannot be detailed

I want to be so deep inside of her
That impossible mental n corporeal pleasures occurs wit a single look
An experience so intense in compassion and sensitivity
SShhiitt, I just really, really want to be so deep inside of her

I want to be so deep inside of her
That I know when she is m@st#rbating
Knowing she is thinking about me
She's touching herself cause of me
Knowing she's C^ming all over her panties
Anticipating our meeting

I want to be so, so, so, so deep inside of her
Without me she is a strung out crack head...... In pain
She needs me
Fiends for me
More than lust, she dies without me

I want to be so deep inside of her

I want to be so deep inside of her
But in truth - I am completely empty inside
Damn hollow
It hurts indescribably
I HAVE to be so deep inside of her
Cause those are the only times I've been happy
The only times my bottomless whole is filled
And I'd be overjoyed to be lost in the labyrinth that is her.....forever

I want to be so deep inside of her
E@ting her
Li*king her
Biting, su*king, f@*king
Loving her
Having her c^m all over me; now thats a fantasy
A dream that I don't want to wake up from
It's my reality

I want to be so deep inside of her
That everything I am is hers
All my hopes
Thoughts
Theories
Ideas, principles, ethics, and philosophies
Are hers and come second to her
Every moment I exist is a never ending battle / war against my-self
To be a better man for her cause I can always be more
Do more
Love more

I want to be so deep inside of her that I am jealous of everything she is
N inspired by everything I'm not

I want to be so deep inside of her
To where she is my religion
She is my god!!!!
To where she is my universe
My best friend
My sister
My mother
My child
My blasphemy
My lover n most importantly myself!!!

LOVE IS OBSOLETE, WHAT I WANT IS MORE!!!!

This poem was originally made when I was beyond in love with this most amazing Chican'a. She was my soul, heart and my mind and I was hers; our love was like Romeo n Juliet on acid but she left me because her family hated that I wasn't white or Mexican, that I wasn't a Jehovah's Witness. They manipulated her in to leaving me; broke my go@da*n heart n chattered it across the stars - every time I look at this poem, I can't help but be in agony. Wanting the whole damn world to burn and feel a small piece of my pain; everyday I can't handle it and I know soon I won't be around to feel anything. I look forward to that. Some times I wonder who she loving now!