What don't kill you can only make you stronger,
Yet can i be bothered living any longer?
After all the tears, the tantrums the threats,
Is there anyone beside me who has more regrets?
How did i give you a second go,
How the hell did i not know?
Always some besides me,
Who in your vision you must see,
Am i not enough for you,
What have i done now,
I tried to be the very best,
I only let you down,
You loved her every second we were together,
So much for forever,
What is it in her you see,
What has she got that isn't in me?
Why cant it just be me and you,
Why must you need her too?
Why did you beg me just to stay,
When you've already thrown it all away,
You cut me to the core how do i recover,
You were my everything, my friend my lover,
How could u need another?
Was i never enough for you?
What did i not do?
Every inch of my heart was in your hold,
And your heart to me felt like gold.
How will i ever get through this,
When tomorrow seem so far away,
The burning tears i cry,
Block out the bitter words i have to say,
What does life matter without you?
What am i supposed to do?
Like a seizure of a heart,
You tore me all apart,
What could anyone possibly say,
To take this pain away,
When nothing seems to make sense,
I dream of a better day..