Saying i love you

You say i love you, i want to say i love you to.
you give me this look, i want to give you this look to.
for some deep reason ya girl dont feel the same.
for some reason i hardly remember ya name.
i want to gain the same feeling but i wont.
i want to say i love you but i dont.
you seem so real no need to question anything.
i no ya love real so tell me why i cant say the same thing.
i feel the love but the words wont come out.
i no theres love but always doubts.
is it i dont feel the same,
or is it im afraid to say.
to get attatched to you knowing you may leave.
to get hurt by you like in my dreams.
im being told no but slowly yes.
i wanta be with you,feel your the best,but cant put you to the test, wanta give you rest from all your stress.
why so hard to say i love?
am i afraid? or do i not love you?