It's weird how there is always someone in your life that no matter what they do, you will always forgive them
No matter how much they hurt you in the past you still have a soft spot for them.
And I definetly can admit that I do have someone like that in my life.
At the best of times, I wish I never met him, there were times when I wish I just stayed away.
However things are easier said then done, especially when it comes to a certain someone,
Who has the power to make me forget all the bad things he's done, how he has treated me.
I'm trying to teach myself to be stronger some days I believe I am, others I cave into him too easily.
I'm sick of waiting up for a call but never actually recieving it,
Sick of picking up his broken pieces when he's down but not getting the same in return when I fall apart.
Thinking back, it's amazing all the things i've done for you, always been there.
What did I do to ever deserve the treatment he dished out!
People ask me why I still bother and I honestly can't answer it,
I don't know why I still put up with it all.
I'll always just be the best friend with benefits, nothing more and that's what kills me the most!
