The smell of the summer air
For my heart I will try and spare
I went here to get away
But in my mind you always stay
I have no control over what I see
Because you have over powered me
The sadist smile creeps on my lips
As I imagine you lean for a kiss
I want you to forget all the fear
But I dont want you to say what I want to hear
You never wanted me the way I needed you
And no matter how I asked you hadnt a clue
I v fallen and you promised you catch
But I have just fallen into a horrible mess
I have to find my way to the top
I need to ask you one last time to stop!
I feel the world I have made crash to my feet
For hurting me you continue to repeat
Now my heart will always ache
But for my strength you wont ever break
