What is the difference between me and her?

What is the difference between her and me
I'm sure in her you have a lot to see

All i see is a pretty body and face
But of feelings i don't see a trace

You left me for this new girl
When i see you with her i just want to hurl

You could fill an ocean with the tears i've cried
After all this time all you did was lied

You say you need "a break" never
Until now did i know you meant forever

To you i was just another face to kiss
But to me its you that i will always miss

Broken hearted is how i left
Of my heart you are a theft

I hate what you've done
I just want to jump ship and run

You words stab like a knife
This is the worst time of my life

Of all people why did you choose to hurt me
Why won't you just let me be

Without you i know i am free
But that is not how i want to be

I miss you not being here
my eyes always have one single tear

Its me i want you to miss
Its me i want you to kiss

I wish you would care
But you are unaware

Without you i am not awake
I wish my heart you did not take

I don't see a difference
Alls i know is without you i feel absence