What is it???i don't even know, but when I'm on the phone with you i feel happy cuz your my girl but at the same time it's like how am i???I'm on the other side of the country, the furthest I've ever been from you. and i just can't take it, i miss you so damn much. I'm getting by with talking to you on the phone and seeing your face on my laptop, but it just isn't the same. when i do hear your voice or see your face, i miss you more than i already do. i don't want what we have to go to waste, because it's to0 valuable, special and rare to just give up on. i know what we have.
at times i don't even know why I'm down or why i feel the way i do. at times I'm just blah, and i can't help it. i don't know what I'm feeling. i honestly don't know. i just wish i could see your face, feel your presence and embrace. i just wish i could have all that. I'll admit i sometimes get second thoughts about it. but i don't ever wanna leave you, i don't. it's just, i don't know
(sorry it doesn't really have a story line, it was just what was going through my head, so don't mind)
