Why cant i see?
Why cant i feel?
This pain is so unreal
I see you face
It keeps poping into my head
I feel your hands
I try to breath
The room closes in around me
I feel as if im dieing
You took my life away in the best way you could
You made it impossible for me to live
So much pain
I have nothing more to gain
I dont want a family
I want to creat my own destiny
So hard to do
Im so scared
I dont want to be alone anymore
I just want to be happy
I want to be loved
Somehow i keep failing
Somehow im doing it all wrong
I want the people i love most to care about me
My family
But its time to let go
Its just cant hold on to the pain
I love them so much
They never loved me
