From fuzzy to clear, FUZZY:
i acknowledge my mistakes, im still learning in life, things that i never learned in school, i never was taught how to treat people, i learned it all the hard way, by learning from my own mistakes, i seen people back stab, twofaced, used, brown nosed, seen the cruel greedy scums used, and ruin the misfortune's lives just to make a buck, i seen gosipers, disclosers, cruel snakes laugh at the wounded, i seen sabatogers, drama queens, self centered rats, etc, no that wasnt supposed to be me, i wasnt born to be that way, thats not who i am, thats not even ment for me either, wow all the good friends i once had who use to love me, who use to invite me to thier wild halloween parties, are now long gone, no invitations to any events, no nothing, nobody writes back anymore, nobody cares anymore, so, i sit here alone sulking in my own sin, my own mistakes, now im am left starting over again, my love ones are gone, i am the black sheep of the family the chump people laugh at, the fool that people point at, this cant be accepted CLEAR: i am no longer the person people used to know, i am better than i used to be, i am a better friend, lover, family member i used to be, bad, now im good, i am loved, gorgouse, i am happy, and god dam it i am loved!!!!
