LOVEiSPAYNEx3
LEttER tO YOU .
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i StiLL REMEMbER tHE LASt thiNG hE SAid TO ME ; hE LoOkEd At ME . PiCkEd MY hEAd UP & SAid, "MY bEAUtifUL COUSiN, MY LifE; LOVEiSPAYNEx3&it kiLLS . hOLd YOUR hEAd . &if A NiGGA PUtS HiS hANdS tO YOUR fACE ; hE'S NOt A MAN . dONt EVER LEt SOMEONE tOUCh YOU; YOUR bEAUtifUL dONt EVER LEt A NiGGA tELL YOU OtHER WhYS . LOVEiSPAYNEx3 LittLE ONE;&iMA ALWAYS bE hERE fOR YOU. iLOVEYOUh" &i hUGGEd hiM&dEN tWO MiNUtES LAtER GOd toOk hiM fROM ME . i REMEMbER hOLdiNG YOU iN MY ARMS . With YOUR bLoOd ON ME . SCREAMiNG fOR hELP .&WEN hELP CAME it WAS tOo LAtE hE toOk YOU fROM ME . &NOW iM dOiNG hORRibLE WithOUt YOU; i StOPPEd GOiNG tO SChoOL i SMOkE WEEd; i dRiNk; i POP PiLLS&iM bACk tO CUttiNG MYSELf i kNOW YOUR WAtChiNG dOWN ON ME bUt it'S NOt tHE SAME AS WE USEd tO bE SittiNG iN tHE PROjECt StAiRS . WONdERiNG WhERE WE GONNA bE tOMORROW . i NEVER kNEW LifE ENdS SO QUiCkLY&NOW iM tRYiNG tO ENd MY LifE . i kNEW if YOU WAS ALiVE NONE Of thiS WOULd bE hAPPENiNG . bUt dAMN A YEAR ALREAdY ? WhAt iMA dO WhEN tiME kEEPS PASSiNG&i GEt OLdER ? iMA LoOk At tHE SkY WiTH tEARS iN MY EYES hEAVENS tHROWiNG A PARtY fOR YOU&i kNOW it . bUt i WANNA bE PARt Of it&i CAN't MY MOM . kEEPS diPPiNG ; jOEY'S bACk iN tHE PiCtURE . WhAt dO i dO WithOUt YOU . iTS GEttiNG hARd . i jUSt fEEL LikE PACkiNG MY Shit&diPPiNG . bUt WhERE iMA GO ? YOUR NOt ALiVE SO i CAN't RUN tO YOU NO MORE . ThiS WORLd iS GEttiNG COLd .& i dONt GOt A jACkEt . YOU WAS MY jACkEt ; MY diARY . YOU WAS LikE tHE fAtHER fiGURE i WAS LoOkiNG fOR ALL MY LifE . & tHEN GOd toOk YOU fROM ME . EVERYONE LEAVES ME . ANdREW i NEEd YOU . i fUkiNG NEEd YOU . =[ .