The email (what did i just do?)

I'm at my computer
I open my in-box and click new
I'm about to email you
After all you put me through

Man what am i about to do?

I type in your name
skip the subject and start to write again
I speak my feelings , how i want to be your friend.

Why am i doing this, you brought me to my end.

After i finish i sign my name.
I sigh this is just going to cause me more pain.

My mouse hovers over the send button.
I debate with my self ; should i send it?

I click send.

Shit what did i just do?