since i was 3 i lived a very unhealthy life
since then i know relies i was meant to live
the life a 3 year old had no answers just questions
you answered me,and my future<3
I know think to much about it, and sensitivity overcomes me from then on.
your so much i could have asked for:]
although
my life is a story of shame,and regrets,and depression,
and guiltiness,and just failure.
i don't know what comes across me, but i always thought of you because, you'd understand me so much and so good
that's all i ever really needed.. support, and understanding.
no matter how much emotions got to me.
so much bullying,and hatred,and failure Ive been through.
Ive been living my life as a battle, a war,a big game, nothing in my life would satisfy me.
i am different,sensitive,and suffer all the side effects from when i was in Romania.
anyway, i feel like your all the faith i have and it destroys me just thinking about you not here anymore.
my heart beats because of you,and my smile u's because i have a reason too.
like my tale,and without it i couldn't balance
but its not only about me, I'm not trying to be nice
or trying to suck up,or trying to be a better person.
I'm trying to tell you how i feel.
as you just sit their, as u just read that book,and as you work and work,and spend.
guiltiness becomes upon me.
you deserve so much better.
i wish i could see you smile more, and hear you laugh more, and feel your hugs around my arms more.
right in the morning you would be in the best of mood that would make my day.
i would come home from a sleepover and you'd make me see what i was missing,because your so wonderful and amazing to me.
the sun and the water that keeps me growing
and the moon and the stars that keeps me believing
Ur heart keeps my heart alive and pumping blood that keeps me going,and puts a smile on my face.
so i might not have so many friends to make me feel awesome. but i have 1 thing nobody has, the best mother in the world and without u my eyes go blind and my heart breaks loose and my world collapses.
because you are my world.
your just a really amazing person and i think you deserve more and a more exiting life because its heartbreaking to see you stress
and depress,and look sad, i just wanna make sure
your happy,because i love you so much, your to good to me<3
and sorry about cheesy lines,its just how i express my self.
