Hidden Alone

At times i feel as if
Im the only one living

alone most of my life

is that how its suppose to happen
forced to hide my days of

depression

because i wanted to be

perfect

perfection is fake

no one will ever
live my life

my whole life has been
hidden for years

trusting people
that i can do
having the same feelings
as them

yeah it relates to love

happy about my life

not really sure
when times are good
everything goes bad

nothing left for me
not even a breath of air
my body is lifeless
cold and numb

i gave my heart away
so i dont have that to
live off of
trembling lips
dark cold eyes
what else is there to
see
my spirit has left
so has my life
now my body is alone
no one to hold it
or bring my soul back
depression surrounds my body
tears flood my eyes
pain captures my flesh
but through it all
i still smile like im
okay
but my true status is
lonely.....