I made a mistake ,
once again .
so goodbye my fairwell friend .
i was just angry ,
i was just mad .
i didn't mean for it to get this bad .
i said alot of things i regret ,
i wish i never said .
i said alot of things i regret ,
it was all in my head .
you were a keeper ,
i knew i felt something .
and i still do ,
it can't just be nothing .
words can't describe how i feel abut you ,
and what i'd do to take it all back .
but i understand that you'd never ever think of me like that again .
i never knew ,
how lucky i was .
how much i had ,
man i don't want it like this bad ..
i'd take it all back ,
just to be yours .
to hold your hand ,
and look beyond the sea shore .
i am such a fool ,
that i am .
but i didn't know it'd be this cruel .
i guess i should take a bow ,
this show is over now .
i take one last look at the crowd ,
applause so loud black roses thrown at my feet .
this makes me sick ,
i cant barely eat .
i cant barely sleep .
i can't go on .
but i'll be gone ,
by the break of dawn ..
