I would like to say Im happy
but words only mean so little.
The "happy appearence" you see everyday
is half real.
Ive only been miserable seeing you everwhere I turn.
Id rather be called your girl then running to crash and burn.
I can see it on your face, your eyes are not the same.
Something looks to me as if your hiding pain.
Sweetheart, I hate to say, I can read between the lines.
Especially when I know the details, I dont need any of your signs.
You cant just walk on by and play as if your life is how it should be.
I can see it clearly in black and white that your walking a lie, just believe me!
It is sad how I find excuses to see or try to talk to you.
I like to believe you walk slow so you can talk to me too.
"you said I was your best friend, then you told me you'd love me forever"
So clever how engraved words cant change any situation what so ever.
I remember all our songs, and the smile you put across my face.
I remember how your arms would be my resting place.
I finally meet up with you and I see that familiar look in your eyes.
But when I find out your over me that look only speaks of lies.
Just as I do when I act and not speak.
"nothing is wrong I swear" but being a complusive liar is my famous technique.
So words may mean so little but Im dying to hear just three.
"Im sorry Tanner" Please forgive me. I may not be good enough
but know that there always was a tnt.
Today is the day I will let you go and be free.
I wont stall in the halls to get a flashback of what we used to be.
This smile you see, is only half real.
But lying is what I do best so Ill lie to myself and say I can eventually heal.
