Burning bridges to my avail

The darkness never fades.
the whole earth seems to shade.
crying, holding, through the night.
i need you cause you shine so bright.

losing faith and all i see
slipping away, it's pulling me.
everyday my mind will pursue
the thought of only me and you.

given a chance, there's a lot i'd say.
given the chance, it will fade away.
quickly, now, we're not the same.
all my words burst into flames.

on fire now, I talk, it's there.
gasoline poured everywhere.
the things i say, force its trail.
burning bridges, to my avail.

word vomit, i can't control.
i'm digging myself a bigger hole.
crawl inside, and wait away.
sit inside, and wait for day.

You were supposed to fix me well,
but my life has been a living hell.
tortured, taunted, and all the rest.
incapable, you could have guessed.

So long ago, I needed you.
kissed my lips, and you withdrew,
a certain type of loneliness.
through it away, and one more kiss.

So now we're here, all's been said.
kissed me again , on my hand and head.
you say good-bye, and to my surprise..
everything you said was lies.