Disarray

Re-distributing my emotions once,
Tearing my hair out more than twice,
Wishing I had died a third time,
Begging you to stay with me forever,

Falling in love brushed with pink,
Losing my heart shaded with red,
Holding on with my last breath,
A soul dampened the deepest blue,

Running in circles - becoming lost,
Taking chances without permission,
Locked in a rectangle room of fate,
A triangle of choices keeps spinning,

At the start it's just you and me,
Pushing forward we fall farther,
Retreating back to safer places,
Now we're stuck in the middle,

At the start it's just you and me,
Taking chances without permission,
Holding on with my last breath,
Begging you to stay with me forever...