This is not what i wanted to be
I wanted to be much more
I thought by now i was going to be somewhere
Some place other then here
Its not such a horrible place
Its a place i have called home
One i am willing to protect
It just seems by now i should have explored more
I'm still doing the same job
The job i was forced into
And for one reason or another
Its one i just cant get away from
I am constantly reminded by my scars
Of the horrible choices i made long ago
Some choices i have scened moved past
Yet others still out last
This is not the story i wanted to tell
This place is my home but also my hell
The life i have created is so comfortable
Yet is one i yearn to escape from
