I sit here in silence listening but not hearing.
I feel alone but I still sit with people around me constantly.
Look at me. Look at this wreck.
You question why I turned out this way but have failed to recognize the true answer yet.
Why I look down instead of ahead? or why I hardly talk and just remain quiet instead?
I dont wanna feel your presence around me at all.
Freakin stop pretending like you care!
You cant say "I love you anymore" because those feelings have left. They are not there!
Forget me, delete me. Treat me as if you never knew.
Maybe if that happens Ill get use to it faster and stop crying ever second like I do!
Pour this ink down on paper and let it be my great escape.
If not this then who knows what road less traveled I might be forced to take!
Glance in my direction and look back on how happy I used to be.
Now go back to the present and how we are today and take a good look at me!
I walk alone in a room crowded with people, not taking one chance to look behind.
I'd rather stare right in front and later write down my piece of mind.
So become my ghost and I'll be yours.
It can be our own little happy ending.
I can actually smile and laugh and even look up and this time I'll be over it without pretending!
