Lies & Games

Wasting time on you
Is the only thing I seem to do
I fell in love 5 years ago
And you've been playing since

You say we'll end up together
Fate will lead us back everytime
But my heart can't break anymore
And it's finding it hard to beat

Your actions contradict your words
I don't want to believe another lie
But my heart longs for them to be truths
I know you're so wrong for me now

I don't know who you are
Or who I am when you're around
My head yells for me to run
While my heart begs me to stay

The tears I've cried for you
Could fill the ocean
The blood I've spilt for you
Could fill a swimming pool

I'm so far broken that I can't love
Another the way I love you
And my heart is too full with you
To find room for another soul

Don't you see what you do to me?
You told me you'd never hurt me,
You'd love me forever more,
So boy, do you close your eyes

Everytime you break my heart a little more
I've heard the same words over and over
Why do I still believe every word that leaves your mouth?
How can I stay and do this to myself

When I know, I can see that
You don't care about me the way you once did
And I'd still give my life for you
Don't you see what you do when you call me?

I come running, I'll be there every time
But where are you now?
Where are you when I needed you most?
Off, intertwined in these games, in her arms

I want you to see past my facade
See the girl you've made me
Behind the make up and strong exterior
See the mess you created

You've beaten me beyond recognition
And I know you'd never hurt me physically
But you've destroyed me in every other way
So I hurt myself, I'm not good enough for you

Maybe I'll be good enough for someone new..
If I could gain the courage to walk away..
For good.