I want to travel the world
from the bay to Tahiti,
London, Italy, and Paris.
i want to free fall from a cliff
with only a bungee cord holding onto me
so i can feel a rush.
i want to go on a cruise
to see the beauty of the world
before it all crumbles away
from the carelessness of humans.
i want to excel at what i do in life
to be at the top again,
like i always used to.
i want to create new dreams to fulfill.
to tell the world that i indeed
write poems about how i feel.
i want to stop pretending to be
the tough girl
and to tell the world im human.
i have feelings.
to show everyone who i really am
and to stop hiding everything
like i have no problems.
but i'll tell you what i don't want to do...
i don't want to turn in my coffin
and see my secrets staring at me
in the face
and know it's going to keep me company
for another 100 thousand years.
