No options of not

I seen him,
Had no options of not,
But instead he put love on her,
My Best Friend.
Now I want the world to end.

Crying at nigh.
Faking a smile
To get through
This day of tourted love,
I always have with you.

You don't get what you do to me,
Just look at me and you will see
That loving eyes cry.
Even with you.

So I'll try to forget you
Maybe one day I'll find it in me to,
God please,
Forgive you
But for the days to come
I hate your guts