I guess I'm just a girl,
a girl to fool with,
cuz you have nothing better to do,
i guess I'm just being used,
but really it feels like I'm being abused,
abused is such a harsh word,
but that just how i feel,
i feel like this isn't real,
inside I'm crying out to you,
because i don't want to feel,
i don't want to feel,
the pain i feel inside me,
when you tell me I'm beautiful,
because i know thats a lie,
i don't want to feel the pain inside me,
because the pain i feel inside,
makes me want to die,
and i know if i died,
you wouldn't even cry,
but i bet you would cry,
if i told you,
every time i said "i love you",
it was a lie,
you don't understand,
how hard it is to love you,
when all you do is lie,
and every time you tell me a lie,
i die a little more inside.
