I have let go

I have let go
There is junk everywhere
The kitchen is a mess
So is my hair
I have let go
Laundry still undone
Unless I need a pair
Of clean underwear
I have let go
I have forgotten who I am
I realize when I was with you
I lost all of my glam
Well it is 2009
So we will call it swagger
I have let go
My hair is a mess
I must confess
I am a disaster
I know this will pass
But when?
I have let go
But not because we are over
I let go a long time ago
When you convinced me
I could do better
But I was better!
Why did I reach under me?
But it is okay
I have let go
But all is not lost
I keep going day by day
A little more less cost
For each day brings new meaning
And I know
When it comes
I will run through this house
Like a tazmanian devil
And be a champion
Of what once was lost
I have let go
But I still have me.