I used to be top of the class
Now when i go I sit in the back, staring at the shards of broken glass.
I cry silent tears
These tears will fall for years and years
When you let me go
You could not feel or see my pain over the telephone
You told me you loved me so
But if you did how could you let me go?
You told me i was your world your everything
But now I'm the one on my knees begging
When i lost you, i just gave up
Died my hair black, and kept my mouth shut
I locked myself away
Because i had nothing else i wanted to say
I pretend to love others
But in reality there will never be another
You made me smile and you made me happy
But since you've gone I've been feeling crappy
I get into pills and drink during the week
Letting everyone know that i am weak
I don't bother with school no more
Because when i do, i burst into tears and run out the door
Most days I sit there and stare at my scars
Then i pull out my razor, and create new marks
My family try to fix me
But that cannot be done easily
Everyday getting into fights
What has happened, i lost my light
Getting into bad crowds
Faking happy when i get loud
Hoping on the inside no-one will see my pain
Hoping on the inside you would look my way
But you only see her
You don't see me hurt.
My old friends don't care for me anymore
When you left they also walked out the door
Now i lie here on this bed
Wondering how much I'm f**ked in the head
I've tried counselors, the whole lot
Tried anti-depressants even smoking pot
I don't get a lift from anything at all
I don't stand tall, i shrink into the wall
I have lost myself
You stole me
But i want me back, so i try to believe
Sitting in this dark room wondering why
Always brings tears to my eyes
