It's all for you

I silently cry myself to sleep
after whispering your name to myself
Hoping i can go back in time
back in time like the pictures on my shelf

I remember those days perfectly
When we were as happy as can be
Who knew it would end up like this
now I'm broken and you wouldn't see

I'll scream till my lungs will bleed
Just so you'll hear my words I say
I just want you to know I'm sorry
And I still am till this day

I'll never let go of the memories
still get the flashbacks before I sleep
And prepare for another night
I spend like the others and weep

I still get butterflies when I see you
And still feel my blood rush
Tears fill my eyes slowly
And whisper to myself just hush

I walk past you slowly
And wish you'll grab me
But than I realize you moved on
Than just let you be

So I promise tonight I'll cry
And each tear that falls is yours
But I pray this is the last night
So tomorrows won't hit the floor