I still remember all those abusive nights
They were filled with anger and tears
I still recall hearing you arguing
This still haunts me
I can still here your cruel words
You shouting at me and my sister
And shouting twice as worse at my mom
I rember sitting on the bottom of my stairs
And hearing the way you treated her
It kills me every time i think of it
The alcohol had gone to your head
Not for the first time
And not for the last
The earsplitting bangs and crashes
As you went on one of your rampages
These memories have scared me forever
Your hateful torments where to bad
For your feeble attempts to apologize for
