Broken heart ( MUST READ )

Im just so depressed,
i have this pain in my chest,
she loved me and she was obsessed,
at all times she made me feel impressed,
shed kill for me, at least thats what i guessed
something painful she addressed,
got me so sick, got me stressed,
i just never have time to sit and rest,

we were like so perfect,
had this thing she always called it a conflict
is me worrying too much,
i really miss her touch,
i love her so much,
how could she find someone else?
i spent so many years
to keep her happy and avoiding tears,
she really left me because she listened to my enemies,

i just need to sit and relax while drnking so many beers
im heart broken,,
but why would u miss me when u dont wanna talk to me,
i thought you were happy with him and didnt need me,
u just added so much wieght
on my shoulders,

we were good till you passed the borders,
fine, you can have him
f@#$ him,
cheat on him,
leave him,
forget him,
well thats what you did to me, ur hear is thin,
i hate this life without you,
oh well, you already rejected me,
how can someone get over love so fast?
but i can do nothing but adjust,
i just miss out past,
because now you became nothing but a memory,
also hating me and angry,
i hope you will read this sad poetry,