I do think about alot of women.

No matter what you write or do, people are always going to criticize you.

I don't know how to focus just on one topic.

If I say it's poetry, well than it's poetry.

I know Elizabeth is trying to help me write better poetry.

Or does she like making fun of me?

There's alot of stuff I want to say but I'm scared to say it.

I'm just trying to live my life.

I don't know why anybody wouldn't trust me.

One day Elizabeth's mom is going to love me.

I love Elizabeth because I'm never mad around her.

Elizabeth knows me like the back of my hand.

I want to be her man.

I lust after all these other girls but Elizabeth and Luisa are the only one's I can really trust.

I might be able to trust Carrie and Christina.

Elizabeth is right I don't know what I want.

I just wish she wasn't married.

I do feel that connection that Elizabeth is talking about.

I do get jealous alot, I don't know why I get jealous.

Elizabeth is right we aren't boyfriend and girlfriend.

Even though I wish we were.

I don't think I have ever felt the way I do about Elizabeth about any other female out there.

I'll be her friend until the day that I die.

I just wish she would give me a try.

I'm not lying to you, I do think about alot of women.